With another month passing, a new set of hurdles had occurred. We wanted to update our profile, with hopes that it would help in any way possible and when we ran it by our social worker, she was supportive. We were then asked if she could share our current profile and get some feedback from other social workers at the agency and she did just that.
Everyone has told us over and over again, what amazing parents we will be and how lucky our child is going to be etc. I know this, deep in my heart that Phil and I are going to be amazing parents, we are READY!
While I write this, highly discouraged and counting ourselves out, I have to question what the right next step is for us. It comes with a lot of weighing if this specific way of adopting will be the way or us or should we switch to someone else to help us. Only time will tell but soon we will decide one way or another. In the meantime, we are not committing to the cost of updating our profiles. We need to concentrate on being shown. The struggle is tough. Pray for us!